Snow-lit Drive
Sunday, January 11, 2009
We'd waited all day for the snow, and when it came the flakes were saucers—huge and slant, conjoined. We had had our time as a family of three, but the next day our boy would be headed back to the hills, to Literature and Advertising, to Probability and World Cultures, to a sound engineering booth and a dorm. So that we drove through the night on back country roads—the snow falling, the moon rising, the world bright and wholly bittersweet, for what does one do with the deep, rutted, impossible love for children who grow, too, who emerge, like us, into the age they are becoming? What does one do, but drive across roads and inside the shell of a heart-quelled silence?
7 comments:
Oh, Beth. I'm so happy you were able to spend the holidays with your son, and so sad you have to let go again, so he can pave his way in the world.
This parenting business is tough and you are being the best parent to give him the room to grow.
Hugs.
I can't even imagine my kids being out of the house. It's just a weird thought.
Take care :)
Oh, dear. My thoughts are with all three of you, connected by your hearts in your little capsule.
XO
Anna
You guys.
You guys....
I'm sure my father feels the same way. He just can't express it as nicely.
No doubt, Lenore. I think (as a parent) how hard it would be to have a child living a whole ocean away. But you are having such a great life, and that's what parents want most of all for their children.
It is hard on him in some ways, but easier in others - since my stepmother and I don't get along too well when I live in the same city. And he likes to keep the peace.
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